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rexe at 01:30pm on 24/02/2002
rexe at 01:30pm on 24/02/2002I got dragged to the beach with my Mom. It was cold, but I found a piece of sea glass. Last night I bought an Animerica Extra, and Velvet Goldmine. I loved Velvet Goldmine! It was really good and you saw Ewan McGregor dance on stage....naked. I actually wasn't expecting to see that. ::blink::
Okay time to bitch!
Life sucks right now. I don't see any of my East Windosr friends anymore. I don't even know if they care anymore. I might stay Jersey if my Mom gets a pay raise. Sicne we may not live in East Windsor I'll have to go to ND.
Which I don't mind, considring I'll be taking over the Secratary position for the Anime Club. I don't see anyone anymore. No one seems to care anymore. I don't have time for reading anymore. I have been stuck in writers block and everyone one else seems to have someone their interested in. Theres no one...
Sorry but loneliness is taking it's toll. No way in hell will I comiit suicide but I've thought about it a lot lately. Why end everything? I want to be a pilot. Soar up in the sky. It's the only thing I want to do now. Everyone else seems to know what they want to do and where they want to go. Why does everybody have to be so fucking sure of themselves. I'm sick of it! Everyone I know knows where their going. Where am I going? I can't stand life anymore. My life in particular.
My school work as gone down. I don't get it anymore. I want my old life back. Why does everyone have to be so sure. Why do I have to be so confused. I miss ald friends. Everything, everyone has changed. Why? Can some one give me a fucking answer?
Okay time to bitch!
Life sucks right now. I don't see any of my East Windosr friends anymore. I don't even know if they care anymore. I might stay Jersey if my Mom gets a pay raise. Sicne we may not live in East Windsor I'll have to go to ND.
Which I don't mind, considring I'll be taking over the Secratary position for the Anime Club. I don't see anyone anymore. No one seems to care anymore. I don't have time for reading anymore. I have been stuck in writers block and everyone one else seems to have someone their interested in. Theres no one...
Sorry but loneliness is taking it's toll. No way in hell will I comiit suicide but I've thought about it a lot lately. Why end everything? I want to be a pilot. Soar up in the sky. It's the only thing I want to do now. Everyone else seems to know what they want to do and where they want to go. Why does everybody have to be so fucking sure of themselves. I'm sick of it! Everyone I know knows where their going. Where am I going? I can't stand life anymore. My life in particular.
My school work as gone down. I don't get it anymore. I want my old life back. Why does everyone have to be so sure. Why do I have to be so confused. I miss ald friends. Everything, everyone has changed. Why? Can some one give me a fucking answer?
bitchy