rexe

Well I wrote a huge post and my computer deleted it.

Essential grasp of it:

I'm hating many of my friends right now for not including me in ANY things they do. It pissed me off at Kreps. It pissed me off when I went to ND. It's pissing me off at ND.

Last time I checked we were friends. This goes out to ND and HHS people. Not all but many.

I'm depressed. Not teenage angst depressed but something is wrong. I just don't care. I want to sit around and cry all the time. I don't know what the hell to do. I hate my life now.

I want to go to college and leave everything behind. Just everything. Tempted just to drop out.

Thats how fucked I feel.

I'm lost and I need a hug and someone to comfort me.

What can I do? Who do I turn to? Nothing will be done. I won't mention this outside of this journal.

I'm just so sick of life and being sick. Well this is the cry for help they always talk about. Whatever happens after I post this happens.

Deal. Move on. Etc.

Yup, fuck.