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I really need to get back to college. Or at least away from my family. They make me feel horrible. About my career choices, my weight, about my father, about who I am. I think that is one of my major problems. When the people who I love make me feel bad I feel worse and my brain goes loopy.

I'm not depressed now, just a little sad.

In other news we had a second christmas with my Dad since we didn't get to celebrate with him. He bought me Clarissa (w/ SEAN BEAN AS A RAKE!!!), Homicide: Life on the Streets Seasons 1+2 (Baltimore! Best city in the world), The Neverending Story, and the new Valdemar anthology. Still cannot find Sherrilyn Kenyon's new book.

My phone decided to be mean and not work so my Granddad bought me a new sexy phone. It is so cool; it is a camera, camcorder, and a MP3 player! The Doctor Who 2006 theme is my ringtone. Quality isn't all that great because I had to record it.

Back to marathoning Michael Vartan. Just watched It Had to Be You. It was a really cute romance movie. Low key and well acted. I plan on copying it and watching it on my bad days. I'm now on One Hour Photo which is creepy. I LOVE Robin Williams. I need to have a non-comedy Robin Williams marathon.

Back to the movie. Have to actually wake up later today to drive little sister to Guys and Dolls rehersal.

I think I need to watch some Due South and Battlestar Galactica.

Jake Kane is on Homicide: Life on the Streets. It didn't hit me for a minute.

They were talking about Memorial Stadium and how empty it was going to be since they were building Camden Yards and moving the Orioles there. I saw my first baseball game at Memorial.

I love this show. x.x

I am such a Baltimore fangirl...

I had to drive my little sister to Guys and Dolls rehersal over at the highschool. It was strange. I remember weekend rehersals for Oliver back when I was in sixth grade. That was seven years ago. Seven. My place of residence will have resided in New Jersey for nine years this year. Almost half my life. Since moving here, I have dealt with being apart of a broken home, going to catholic school, going off to college... Nine years. My mother plans to move to Fredericksburg in August. I still plan on living on campus and not being apart of my Moms life while she is there.

I never did a retrospective of 2005. I was sick alot, had to go to Saturday School for three weeks, didn't read as much, got into 2/3 colleges, graduated, worked the summer at Wawa, moved back in with my grandparents, went off to my freshman year of college, met amazing people, missed my amazing friends from back home, broke the law, starting working in the archaeology lab at Ferry Farm, went to the emergency room for the first time by myself, managed to get only A, Bs, and Cs for my first semester, acted in a play, had a crush, realized I liked a guy who still does not have a clue, finally let people see the real side of me aka redhead with a nasty temper, and came back to New Jersey.

All in a years work.

_=_

Dragged my sister to see The Producers. Loved it. John Barrowman!!! *dies*

Now back to Homicide: Life on the Streets. Because I am throughly obsessed and get alot of the Baltimore references.