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I think I'm up to 92 Stargate music videos on my Dad's computer. *snerk*

My little sister wants to dress up as Carter for Halloween. I'm so tempted to go as Daniel. I already promised my little cousin I'd taker her trick or treating again. I had more fun with her last year, then I did with who I went with the year before.

I hate going in big groups. I always find my self cut off. This even premeates to my school situation.

I'm extremely stressed about school. I have no idea what to do about college. I hate to ask for teacher reccomendations. I have no idea how I go about doing ANYTHING. The only reason I'm stressing about this now, is because I'm applying Early decison to W&M.

I still haven't started my History assignment. I don't know how, or where to begin. Why am I taking AP again?! I feel so stupid! I want to just skip this year. I don't need it. There is only one class I'm actually looking forward to taking. It's not even Japanese! Psychology and Sociology is the ONLY class I wanted to take this year.

So yeah. Life feels like shit right now. Stress is mounting and I think thats why my health went out. The nexium seems to be working to an extent. I still feel like shit. I miss everyone. I need some sort of catharsis. I need to be rubbed raw and cry.

I'm one year away from some sort of independence. I feel so displaced. I just wish I could get away. Once I get my history work done and everything is handed in and the school work starts, I should be okay.

Did I miss picSMAP for the first? I'll post two today.

Mr. Bean:


Mr. Duchovny:


And for good measure: Mr. Sorimachi:


And because the X-Files are on; Mr. Elwes:


And Mr. Patrick:


I love ma boys. I feel much better now.

Okay it's a toss up between Dune and Battlestar Galactica. In other words it's a toss-up between Kyle Maclachlan and Dirk Benedict Roswell starts at 4. It's the enterprise episode! Yay, Jonathan Frakes and John Billingsly!!! *bounces* JF wanted Scott Bakula to be on the episode but he wouldn't do it. That would have been cool. I feel like watching Quantum Leap. I miss that show.

Sidenote on Dune: Did Patrick Stewart ever have hair?!

*snerk* My little sister just said the people on Dune whose eyes glow on Goa'uld!!! She's learning.

Now for picSPAM no 2 of the day.

Mr. MacLachlan:


And Misters Hatch & Benedict:


I want to read Dune now. Been wanting to for quite awhile. Ender's Game also.

Fun sci-fi kick.

*SNERK* Dean Stockwell looks so funny!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

::ish done now::

New blog. Wow, I love my modblog. It's a McKay layout.

Off to watch the Stargate episodes I missed Monday and join more fanlistings!

Father: *pointing to the Stargate episode on* If you'll a Daniel fan, you'll like this one.
Me: ...*snerk*

The fact that my Dad watches the series now amuses me to no end. He was stuck watching Mondays episodes, since he was taping them for me. The fact he paid attention is funny.

icon making time. Expect Vanity Fair, Hero, SG, and maybe more.

My entry to sg_showdown.

Dangerous Liasions is on! *bounces* Seductive!John Malkovich will be on picSPAM tonight. The cast for Valmont was better. Uma Thurman was too old.

Anyways. Icon post:

1 Hero
1 Vanity Fair
8 Stargate SG-1

Teaser:


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