rexe

never call your brother insane...

My mum keeps saying he's just having emotional problems.

Today was a bad day in general. Came in to school. Ended up getting weepy at the breakfast table. Didn't have my essay for English. Had to do an acrosstick which I completely forgot about. *glomps Darius and Chris* Thankfully those two helped me do it before the bell rang.

One up side of English. I used my Movie trivia magic! Gavin asked what movie is about a town that sounds friends but in reality is not. We were discussing the word amicable.

I guessed The Amityville Horror. I was right. No one I've talked to has even HEARD about it. We also started to read My Antonia. Reminds me of Kansas.

French preceded to be boring as hell. Didn't have my book covered. She didn't noticed. AM screwed...

Went to Kristin and Christina's Spectrum group. *hugs spectrum group* Their group is much nicer than mine.

Gym was't too bad. Played a little hockey. Attempted to do some push-ups.

Didn't happen.

My mum talked to me today after I said I went to a different spectrum group. She went off about jere and it being her fault. And just shit like that.

I HATE MY LIFE THUS FAR!!!

Jeremie mostly likey won't last the whole semester. He's living at home next year. I want to do something. I want to act. I want to be in a band. I want to do something!

I feel like shit. I can't take a mental health day tommorow because my mom has the dya off and my dads working from home.

I want to not exsist within this family anymore. My problems will for now be unsignificant next to Jeres.


Fuck.