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Everybody go glomp madamerosie!!! She got the band award! Turns out I in fat did get the German I award. Kinda makes you feel all special inside.

Turns out my not being on the bus had disastrous results on madamerosie. Reason on her post. I'm so sorry!

Woke up a six something this morning. Had broken sleep so decided by 8:00 to get up. I've been watching the Food Network. starya - you must help me pick out something for Ayumi! This specifically concerns you!!!

Bored. Still a little sick. My voice has gotten a little better. It's range fluxes. Might not be able to go to UU tommorow. All depends on how I'm feeling tommorow. Jes can you get a ride there?

It seems that my Mom forbids for me to go to Germany. She says I'm to young. I can understand how she feels but I'm more mature then Jeremie. And he's off in college and having problems. I can handle myself in a different country. Besides it's not like I'm going to be totally alone. There would be other Congress-Bundestat people.

She yelled at me and said I make everyone I know feel sorry for me and I always pity myself.

If she had put a stop to everything in the begining I would not feel like shit right now. x.x

The title refers to my Mum and brother on one side(or rather my Mum making my brother agree wiht her) and my Dad and little sister wanting me to go.

I'm the little tiny island.

I dislike (not hate) my mother.

If I feel overly feel sorry for myself; then my mother comes in almost to tie with me.

Highstown peoples - By Friday I'll have made the decision whether to go to HHS or not. Then I'll have to get my mom to agree.

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Irony - Rose's official confirmation that I was the only one to get the German I award.