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I've been postponeing my religion hw. I really don't want to do it. I'd love to say the hell with, but my grades aren't to high. I don't remember this Jesus stuff. Fuck people I'm pagan. (STILL, and it amazes people because they think that I was just playing along. Well HAH! Proved you wrong. Sry, but some people are really pissing me off on the religion Homefront. I hate it when people are hyprocrites relating to religion. I don't mind some. Actually one.)

Fuck! religion rant = bad

Tuesday almost over. Must buy fabric. Anyone have any leftovers? I have no clue how I'm going to finish it. (project)

"Skip a beat, miss a rhythm."

HAve to memorize JC monolouge. Make up History HW. Fuck. Pressure = sick

Fuck you, fuck the world. I'm just pissed off. The only happy thing is Katie, Rachel, and Kristin are going to SWEPII wiht me and Jere after school. We already bought tickets.

Get to play my guitar for the ICAN trip. Need to go to service. Trying to get a service program started at my Mum's work. I was talking with Ms. Martin about it. Ugh. Work!

I'm in a major angsty mood. If anyone has a middle ages dress pattern. I need it. Now.

Working on Boytoy. I will create a nice pretty angsty yaoi site.

( Understand my state of mine )

Racing through my heart
The arrow’s shaft goes straight through
It’s not love; it’s not that type of emotion

Pain inside builds to its climax
Why let the world win and end it all
Why let it have the pleasure of laughing at the end

The world is falling off its axis
As is my sanity and grip on life
Madness’s seduction is pulling me in

I grip the bottle in one hand, the bible in the other
It’s never worked before; but I wonder if
If only It could prove it’s being

That’s why I left; It’s lies dripped through my soul
Theres an empty space in It’s bed now
A warmness resides in the heart of the Morrigan

My soul can be free
I control the direction of the arrow
I own these thoughts that were once mine

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