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Which HP Kid Are You?

I'm going to fail all my classes. ::goes bouncy:: The fuck with it. I'm sick with not living my life. You know what I hate? People who think they know more then others and then when you try to have a sensible conversation with them, they know nothing!

Another thing, which is going to piss plenty of people off but the hell with you you're taking a risk reading this.

I can't stand people's love problems anymore! Everybody has them and it's pissing me off. I try to smile, be genki and be of help, but did any of you stop and think that I have love problems. Noooo...Or at least you haven't made light of it. I have NEVER gone out with a guy. No one will ask me out, and to tell the truth there is no one interesting. I'm a hopeless romantic, I can't stand romance novels though. But I believe in something close to love, maybe a deeper understanding. The only people who love me? my family...ugh..

Even some of my friends hate me. They try to hide it, but it's plain on there faces and actions. You're not fooling anyone. I just want to know why! Fuck people.

Look at my life===========>

I live with my GP, they hate me.
My GM makes fun of me everyday.
My Mom always says just to ignore it.
My father doesn't care.
My room is a mess because my sister refuses to clean it up.
I can't even find my fucking guitar picks.

Everyone has a family. And every single one of them takes it for granted.
Everyone I know has a house or at least a home. I don't. I am someone who is considered someone who lives ina house but it's not really their house, but they still have to do work in it. I can't even have friends over.

I hardly see the people, whom I've come to call friends. Are we even that anymore?
At ND I see people talking with their friends in the hallways. Me? Walking alone or being dragged along by Christina who doesn't really even know me.

I feel sick everyday. My stomach hurts so much and I can't stop the pain? I don't mean to say I have it the worst out of all but do you think this a OKAY life?

I still don't know where I'm going in life. I don't want to wear a mask anymore! I don't want to have to be genki so everyone knows it's me. I am genki sometimes, how else do I get away? Yet there is more to me.

This is something to think about, why do I not care if I'm late going home even if I get hell for it? Becasue why do I want go back to the norm of life. Even if I could get away...