rexe | the gray twilight

Must. Go. To. College. Must. Have. Social. Life.

I just spent over $100 on dorm room things. Of course I thought my mother was going to contribute but I was wrong. Now my rug, my chair, and my bedding all matches. That is just so sad...on so many levels.

I must get away from WaWa it is consuming my life. And not in a good way. At least there is only one week left. I need to go clothes shopping. Anyone up for a trip to freehold? (trip open to everyone who can get to freehold mall) I need to buy some sort of business casual attire. Or I could go to Target for that and go to Freehold to pick up comics before I leave.

Upsides to the past week and summer in general:
I really have gotten over my social anxiety problem. Maybe not completely but enough to attempt to reach out to people at college. I have Wawa to thank for that. My depression has been alleivated in some sense. I plan on visiting psychological services at some point in the beginning of the school year. I tend to think the worst of everything and work out these elaborate worst-case scenarios. Not good. I'm borderline right now. BUT considering all the planning of parties and gatherings going on at

marywash09 I should be okay.

Last week's Stargate Atlantis episode made me happy. And boyxboy semi-canon makes my summer. I'm such a sad slash fan. I have also discovered how to slowly turn my sister to The SLASH SIDE. I make her watch slashly Stargate music videos.

And now for something completely different:
geico commericals make me happy